A girl with a laptop

Yeah no I'm not inspired to write. I never know what to say here. What to put as a title. What even topic does one talk about? I act like this is a message to so many people but deep down I know this isn't reaching anyone. 

Hey everyone. I know I have a habit of disappearing and reappearing. Along with not sticking to the promise of writing more frequently. But I go through these periods where I can't write and I can't bring myself to do this. Even when it brings me joy. So here I am trying again. I hope that this will eventually become secondhand to me and it won't feel like a chore to me.