A girl with a laptop

 I have so many things to just get done. I have to get July 8th off because I am a plus one to a wedding. Tomorrow is my first ever alone closing shift and after that, I'm going to a grad party for my friends graduating high school. I'm so proud of them. I also still need to get my first paycheck to get clothes for the wedding.  Other than that everything has been good.  Ugh I can't wait for things to work out as planned. 

Currently at work. It's such a slow day. Only two more hours till I'm done. And I don't know when my dad is going to pick me up.

Today is my day off and yet I woke up hella early and I have a lot of things to do. Seeing as it's Father's Day I hqve stuff for my dad and grandpa. And I forgot to get stuff for my girlfriends dad. But other then that it's all good. I'm going back to work tomorrow. And I have a closing shift. It's so sad 

I only have a few minutes left of my break but I started work and I already had a meltdown 😂 but other then that everything been really good. 

Guys I got a job!!! Which is going help my mental health cause now I'm going to getting out of my house more!  I start in two days. I'm nervous but excited. I can't wait to start. 

 I really dont know what I'm doing with myself. I just feel a bit off. I really don't know what the hell is going on with my life. I just have this feeling like everything I do isn't enough. But I know that things change. I can manage, can't I?   I have no idea where to start. Or even how to start.  This journey is going to be a bit hard. But I am going to give weekly updates. Not only because I  want to see the improvements but I to bring you guys alone with me in my healing journey. 

Are we living for us? or are we just living cause we have to...

Sorry for bit posting a lot recently. The past week I've been pretty busy. Either going to pride or interviews. But I am going to start slowly coming back to semi regular posts. But till then I'm going to clean my room.